Ordinary Time

by Cancer and Capricorn

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macapner These are little pure pop gems that feel like a summer pool party with some darkness under the water’s baby blue surface. Throw it on in the background for a good time or listen close for what Jonathan Richman calls “that summer feelin’!” Favorite track: Nice Going.
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1.
Chasing rainbows around the sun Taking chances one by one Feeling lightless/lightness around my head Shooting stars up from an empty bed See you’ve got the same marks as me Fellow has-been turned refugee Tire tracks all up and down your arm How did we come to so much harm? Check me in to your hotel Fellow lost cause, I’d fit in well Let me stay here for a while Just until I can trust myself to smile
2.
There were times when I showed everything to you And you did the same for me too We could stay up all night or just lay in bed Have fun with what was left unsaid You may recall that night in our hotel room What we did by the light of the pool Hollywood never saw such a beautiful sight There were no words for our delight But now, we don’t go outside, we don’t laugh or sing We don’t kiss or dance or do anything And I want to feel your touch in the midnight air Want to twist and turn like we just don’t care Want to lose myself in your warm embrace Want to wake up in the morning and see a smile on your face I can tell you’ve stopped talking or listening to me But that won’t change the way I see What’s the point of staying together if we can’t be free? What the hell are we supposed to be? So you tell me right this second if we’ve got a shot Cause I’m not afraid to give it all we’ve got And I want to see your face when you come inside Want to hear you talk with your tongue untied Want to give you everything that you’ve dreamed of Want to make you understand that you deserve to be loved Want to sink myself in a flowered stream Want to wake and think we’re still in a dream Want to dive inside ‘til I reach the floor Want to find myself standing on your shore Want to paint your skin with the chlorine blue Want to kiss your lips with the morning dew Want to sail away by the Coral Sea Want to float upstream with you floating right there with me
3.
Reciprocal 02:44
I can’t reassemble my life until it’s stable Putting pieces back together hoping they would fit And I can’t take a shortcut that leads into a breakup Hoping I could fill the void with someone else’s shit I know you’d give so much If I just felt your touch Blessing me with lightning from above But I could not reciprocate your love I could never give you the passion that is your due I would second-guess myself and never make a sound And I could never ask you to be the rock I cling to I’ve got so many stones upon me, I’d just weigh you down I know you’d like so well To save me from my hell And thunder like Elijah from above But I could not reciprocate your love I know this may not sound good – I don’t think it ever could But I just can’t be promising a life that I can’t give You need someone tender to be your ward and mender And I just need a therapist to tell me how to live And I know I’d be so glad To feel things that you have I wish that I was made of stronger stuff Am I just the reciprocal of love?
4.
Come Forth 03:41
Out by Sacramento Everything went up in flames Then it was just nowhere There was nothing left to name On the shores of Varanasi They could see the smoke rings forming Everybody knew That they’d heard the final warning Time is running backwards / out now First shall be last, last are first Is it the end or the beginning? And which one would be worse?
5.
You’re bluffing You’re bluffing Without that card, you’re nothing You know you’d never really play it You just wanted me to hear you say it Like that would make me do what you wanted me to You’re stalling Think you’re clever Say you’ll leave me alone forever You know you’d never really do it You need me around to get through it Well, I’m done playing your games You never were that much of a player, anyway I don’t know why I try to get through You must have better things to do Than use me up in your little schemes You’d have to know by now That they don’t amount to anything But you’d never want to be alone Not even in your dreams And that’s how I know You’re bluffing You’re bluffing You’re bluffing You’re bluffing!
6.
I don’t get out too much No reason to But I’d be lying If I said I didn’t get lonely And I wish someone would call Or even look my way I’d take anyone at all Won’t you follow me home When I’m walking alone on the street? Won’t you follow me round, Find a moment for us to meet? If you’re feeling too shy, You can watch me at night While I’m sleeping, sleeping peacefully I’ll leave my windows open And my night light on, Just in case you come And maybe if I leave the house, You could spend the day in my bed, And feel yourself in the sheets Stained by dreams left unsaid Won’t you follow me home When I’m walking alone on the street? Won’t you follow me round, Find a reason for us to meet? If you’re feeling too shy, You can watch me at night While I’m sleeping, sleeping peacefully Sleeping endlessly
7.
We must be kind How did we fall so far behind? We must be strong How have we stood for so long? We all have to go But why should we live without hope? We must go on
8.
Hans Holbein 02:57
You hang there on the wall by the stairs And watch as we go up and down But each time, it takes longer to climb And our footfalls make less and less sound Until the day when they all fade away Then you’ll be the only one around I’ve seen the glow in the bronze by the bed And hoped that it wouldn’t come today But you bear the mark of the truth left unsaid That even angels decay You complicate my life I’ll simplify what’s left You complicate my life I contemplate my death
9.
Dear Mallory 03:40
Dear Mallory, are you still asleep? And would you answer if I had the nerve to call? And what would I say to you? You should really see Japan They've got streets and alleys stuffed with shops and restaurants And not a single garbage can in sight In Jimbocho you'll find every book you could read And Tsukiji has sushi like you wouldn't believe And I feel I could stay here forever and never get bored But I only wish I had someone to share it with Dear Kimberly, are you still awake? And would you listen if I said I couldn't sleep? And what would that mean to you? You should be here in St. Paul Bob and Kenzie just got married, it was magical When the snow started falling through the chapel roof And Maria's been asking me to see her up north And I finally think I'm getting good with the sword And tonight I've got tickets to see the Replacements again But I wish I had replacements for your letters They’re good for now but they won’t get any better The longer you’re away I know it's only for a time But the distance seems much longer With the feeling that you could be gone forever So come on back and take me there Anywhere with you, I don’t care Cause I don’t know another place that I’d call home
10.
Lifelike 03:51
All my loves were in one place All standing still in cold embrace Circled round my sunken chair And frozen faced away from there I stood up and opened wide And water poured in from all sides Fish were falling from the sky I crossed my heart and hoped to die And wake up smiling All my love is unreturned You’d really think I should have learned Must I cave in, make new rules, Or drown myself in public pools? I could change and try instead For empty bottles, unmade beds But for now I should be fine If someone’s lived a life like mine We’ll meet up someday
11.
Nice Going 04:41
Nice going You know you really blew it this time Nice going You know the pleasure hasn’t been mine Nice knowing you Who knows if you’ll be happy someday? Nice knowing you But I could never make you feel that way You just take and take and take Never own up to your mistakes Then you make me catch your blows How I stayed here, I don’t know Oh no If that’s the company you want Go find another house to haunt And if you need that to feel complete Then it won’t matter who you meet Though I’d like to meet the one Who had dared to call you “son,” And tell them “Look at what you did, He was only just a kid,” I won’t Is it your fault that you can’t heal? Or did you think you couldn’t feel, And everyone was just like you? It’s not my fault if you still do And even now, I can’t be mad But I don’t miss the love we had So don’t be disappointed if I don’t seem so sad Nice going You know it’s never too late to try Nice going Before you let all the years go by Nice knowing you Who knows if I’ll ever talk to you again? Nice knowing you I hope I can say I’m proud of you then Nice going

about

C&C no. 5: "Ordinary Time"

Before you ask: no, this is not a Christian rock record. It's not really rock, for one, and while I wouldn't object to having Christian fans, I wouldn't call that a main focus of my music. I did get the album title from the Catholic liturgical calendar, one of many things I learned in Catholic school that I don't think I'll ever unlearn. At first, it was meant ironically, because the last three years have not been an "ordinary time" for most of us. But if this way of living does indeed become a "new normal," then the title might end up being more fitting than ironic.

The actual songs came about during those same three years, though most of them began their journeys long before that and were only finished recently. (A few songs here are at least twelve years old.) At first, I chose these particular songs because I could record them with a smaller number of musicians, compared to my last two albums. But in the end, I knew it couldn't just be a matter of necessity; these songs needed to make sense together as an album. I believe that they do.

As I implied earlier, this is much less of a "rock" album than my last two. I haven't completely given up on harder sounds; this album starts with a heavy fake-out, and if I'm able to make another album soon, it'll probably be louder and more guitar-heavy. But just this once, I got tired of being abrasive. I've struggled with a lot of things over the past few years, and yes, I realize how relatively lucky I've been and how much others must be suffering. I needed to put something into the world that wouldn't simply reflect those problems, but act as a balm to them as well. I needed something to help me heal.

I would never be so pretentious as to call my own music "beautiful," or insist that others find it so. However, I will admit that I made much more of an effort to find beauty in these songs than I have for any of my earlier ones. It's up to you to decide how successful I was. Regardless, I feel that this search for beauty made "Ordinary Time" my most consistent and focused album yet.

As always, I owe a huge debt of gratitude to all of the friends, family, and acquaintances who helped make this whole thing possible, from giving me feedback over Discord to letting me record in their studios. While this album might reflect my own feelings of isolation, I want to stress that there isn't one song where I'm the only musician playing. Right now, more than ever, we need each other. That's where the real beauty is. I just hope that you're able to feel some of that from this album, wherever you are, however you feel.

- C.K.

credits

released July 11, 2023

PRODUCED BY CHARLES KIESER
with invaluable assistance from the following performers:

Felix Portillo (he/him) - Acoustic guitar (1, 4, 11), bass guitar (2, 5, 11), fuzz bass (1)
Hunter Hanson (he/him) - Acoustic guitar (2, 3, 11), electric guitar (2, 11), violin (10), vocoder (10), vocals (3, 10)
Kevin Crouch (he/him) - Drums (2, 3, 11)
Rachel Yan (she/her) - Cello (7, 9, 11), vocals (7, 9, 11)
Annie Le (she/her) - Violin (3, 11)
Tristan Arostegui (he/him) - Acoustic guitar (8), electric guitar (10), synthesizer (10), vocals (10)
Nina Jayashankar (she/her) - Vocals (2)
Teddy Kieser (he/him) - Electric guitar (3), bass guitar (3)
Ethan Roubenoff (he/him) - Flamenco guitar (6)
Curtis Aikens (he/him) - Upright bass (6)
Stephanie Woodford (she/her) - Vocals (7)
Iris Macmillen (she/her) - Vocals (7)
Lindsey Weiss (they/them) - Autoharp (11)

Charles Kieser (he/him) - Piano, Wurlitzer piano, Rhodes piano, accordion, Logic synthesizers, theremin, mandolin, upright bass, vibraphone, marimba, kalimba, tenor, soprano and sopranino recorder, bass harmonica, jaw harp, drums, congas, bongos, shaker, caxixi, tambourine, sleigh bell, finger cymbals, vibraslap, gong, hammer, drum programming, beatbox, vocoder, vocals

Written by Charles Kieser, except for "Follow Me Home" (Charles Kieser/Ethan Roubenoff) and "Lifelike" (Charles Kieser/Hunter Hanson/Tristan Arostegui)

Front cover artwork by Mitchell Neto
Back cover photograph by Michelle Castillo (@neonicreative)

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Cancer and Capricorn California

We're an indie rock project from San Francisco. Our biggest inspirations are 60s and 70s bands, though we try not to shut ourselves off completely from modern trends.

Our fifth album, ORDINARY TIME, is now out! Feel free to listen to it here or on Spotify.
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